Going well,..

Completing an online course, just made the html and css for gooism.net, a portfolio website, for future flash work.

Unfortunately i had a skin cancer cut out, and now it looks like its grown back. Couldnt walk for 5 weeks, but still tried and tried, and gymed and gymed, its better now,..for 5 or 6 weeks, but the skin cancer is starting to hurt again. And looks bad, as if the skin has sunk into where the original one was. Huge cuts and scars already.

When i get the skin cancer problem solved ill keep rapping and making games ..., it was a basel cell carcenoma, and is likely that removing it even twice should clear it up with a 90% certainty.

Recently finally understood the xml css html and javascript thing.
So going well. Ill do the diploma course next.

http://www.gooism.net

..Goo, I can't find the StarGate?...I have been logged in since last week...
due to mindless Abstract thoughts...
can you help me?

I seem to have my head in the clou ds of late..oh dear,
what is all this dose scribble ****?
..I think I have only 2 days to biotext..

kekina? err?..nic o le? pari s

damn..

Um, yeah, sometimes i wish i had a stargate.

Did i mention, i had a 16mm x 12mm basel cell carcenoma skin cancer, cut out, 10 mm from my left eye.

They used a technique called flap surgary, and i have a scar across my upper nose, and between my eye brows. My body was in agony for about a month, till the cancer was cut out. The said and tested that it did not reach metastasis, and did not leak into the blood. But between the blood and the skin is your lymph system. It hurt, to the point i stood in the shower with one of those detachable heads, and poured boiling hot water up and down my inner theighs. Even my right arm was hurting near the joint. The pain disappeared for a few weeks, then just head aches from the skin being stretched.

But from week 3 or 4, i was at my gp every week, saying it looked like there was a strange white dot, and it was growing back. 3 months later my gp finally agrees to refer me to a specialist again. By now it looks to be growing fast. It is now on the bottom cut where they joined the skin over where the original one was. It was cut out and completely excised, to a depth of 2 mm. And the skin looks like its sort of sunk a bit into where the orignal one was.

Who nows the future, arm and leg pains are back. I couldnt walk for about 6 weeks after the ga and a huge breath of gas. Next time ill be going a local, although the new one is a bit closer to my left eye.

The one person that did care on the net, was Brittany Flickinger. My parents went on holiday, my close aunt turned her phone onto messege for 3 weeks, and at one stage i craweled to the phone box in agony at the shop, and asked my brother to call my aunt, and he said he couldnt help me. My close friend Rick has just commited suicide, and a couple of other close freinds had just gone their own way. I still have her emails, and it is a nice memory to think back on instead of what was really happening in the situation.

But, another day another flash project, i just gotta beat this skin cancer.

Goo

Well, the specialist checked my suspected regrown skin cancer, and said it was a white head, but i might add, a pretty unusual place for a white head to grow, although white heads often grow on suiture lines. So basically, im alive for another day, and what a day it was,..

Heres a pic with my top off (ooh), and it clearly shows my skin cancer surgary on my nose.



Ive got the official nicole richie peace sign especially for this forum.